Wednesday, February 18, 2009

This is....

This has to be one of the most amazing times in my life. I know that the heavens are open right now because our church is engaged in prayer 24/7. There have been incredible miracles take place from cancer to dead being raised.

I myself have been in a state of humility by the gift of prophecy that is on my life right now. There was a prophet at our church this weekend that realeased the same gift of prophecy that is on him to me. It has opened up a new avenue for seeing in the spirit than I have ever experienced. I don't want to sound proud ... However I have given dozens of words to people in the past week and have had numerous people tell me how much it changed their life.

One girl had never had a prophecy given to her.... Others weeped, some burst into laughter, this is a crazy experience for me, and I am learning how to walk in it everyday.

People are hungery for God and want to know what his plans are and what he thinks about them.


Being around this prophet made me realize that I have to use my gift everyday, and be confident in what God is doing through me. I have shyed away for so long because I felt insignificant or felt I had no influence.

God is up to something in Clyde tx. People are drawn to the prophetic. Soon we will out grow our current facility. We had the largest Sunday night crowd we have ever had this weekand this is just the start.

Monday, February 9, 2009

being persued

I have learned something about myself. I don't know how to be pursued by friends. When friends pursue me, I clam up become abrasive. I think a lot of it has to do with the thinking that there must be an alterrior motive to ones pursuite of me. I was not at all popular growing up. You could say I was somewhat counter culture. So know that I am an adult and have many more friends than I could have ever imagined I realize that I am sometimes abrrasive and really haven't understand my value to the kingdom and to m yfriends. I think that this is an epidemic, lots of people don't understand their value to society, the Kingdom and their friends.

I have been studying relationships and true friendships and what they all mean to the kingdom picture.

A lot of prophecy I have been getting is about relationships.I think for one to be truely successful in life he must have right relationships.

I can now blog from my iPhone so forgive the type o.

Monday, February 2, 2009

Awe

I am in awe! I haven't posted since the first part of the month because I simply haven't had time. My business volume tripled at the drop of the apple and hasn't slowed down at all, which is good except for the fact that I am down 1 full time employee. In January we almost pulled and delivered 1,000 files. Wow! I am amazed. A normal month is 300-400. I have had some great part time temp help with trueblood and a couple of others. Life gets mundane with the constant grind and fatigue at the end if each long day. The last two Saturdays were spent on the couch asleep not feeling 100%. I would really enjoy the option of "calling in" some days, but it simply isn't possible with the demands of the job. Most may not know that I have resigned my post as "head" usher and am moving into a prophetic ministry our body has recently begun. it feels weird not having any responsibility in Sunday for the first time in years.